| bye enid |
[30 Jul 2004|01:10pm] |
ok so im dumping this lj name. my new name is
http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_bone_style/
its friends only.. so if your a current friend who would like to still know what boring things are going on in my life.. coment and i'll add you.. or if your not on my friends list still coment and i'll probably add you
xox
Nicole
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[26 Jul 2004|09:40am] |
rilo kiley was in the recent issue of spin and i drooled over the picture of jenny lewis. im for sure buying the album now because jenny said she took her clothes of in the vocal room during one song.. god bless her royal hotness.. im sad to see them in spin but glad to see they are getting some recognation.
in other news.. 3 days off bitches.
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[22 Jul 2004|06:02pm] |
ive come to this conclusion.. im not sexy.. like i lack the clothes.. the walk.. i have the aditude .. so im working on these things..
question..
my hair is bright red.. should i dye it black?
i just need to work harder at looking lovely so my matt will always wake up with a boner or a smile at least..
isnt this entry awesome..
ok well you fuckers dont read it anyways so piss off.
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[15 Jul 2004|10:40am] |
im 21.. and i cant figure out why people mix mexican food with carona.. in short dont eat a lot of cabbage filled mexican food and drink a beer , go driving up the 1.. and not expect to ralph in the morning.
so on the fridge in matts house theres pics of the family. of course my pic wasnt up there.. and of course i checked once a week it felt like.. but then finialy the other day there it was.. a pic of me matt and sadie. thats when i knew i was home. and for alexas birthday we went mini golfing and it was the most fun ive had in years.
kristens baby needs to stay in... but kristen shouldnt smoke either!.
i love matt so much. when eles could a fiind a boy who made me feel like this even when im vomiting.
im off to watch.. 2 fast.. 2 furious.. i hate this film.
saw napolian dinamite... it was cute.. kinda like rushmore but trying to hard.
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[29 Jun 2004|07:52pm] |
i smell like rat piss and bleach. they decided to let me to be the one to clean up my preg bosses mess. well and all the dogs. to top this off hillary one of my co workers left town and left her rats in the groom shop in an icky cage.. i dont like rats..
wierd thought.
today i was driving and made eye contact for a moment with an older gentleman. ( he looked like my old drama teacher ) anyways he smiled right at me then kept walking. why do strangers smile at me?
just in case you didnt know my boss is preg and her dad is dying of brain cancer, just come to petco and she will tell you the whole story.
i toatly didnt talk to eric today :(
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[29 Jun 2004|07:46pm] |
i smell like rat piss and bleach. they decided to let me to be the one to clean up my preg bosses mess. well and all the dogs. to top this off hillary one of my co workers left town and left her rats in the groom shop in an icky cage.. i dont like rats..
wierd thought.
today i was driving and made eye contact for a moment with an older gentleman. ( he looked like my old drama teacher ) anyways he smiled right at me then kept walking. why do strangers smile at me?
just in case you didnt know my boss is preg and her dad is dying of brain cancer, just come to petco and she will tell you the whole story.
i toatly didnt talk to eric today :(
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| faces look ugly |
[29 Jun 2004|07:46pm] |
i smell like rat piss and bleach. they decided to let me to be the one to clean up my preg bosses mess. well and all the dogs. to top this off hillary one of my co workers left town and left her rats in the groom shop in an icky cage.. i dont like rats..
wierd thought.
today i was driving and made eye contact for a moment with an older gentleman. ( he looked like my old drama teacher ) anyways he smiled right at me then kept walking. why do strangers smile at me?
just in case you didnt know my boss is preg and her dad is dying of brain cancer, just come to petco and she will tell you the whole story.
i toatly didnt talk to eric today :(
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| if i got beat by you id never fight back. |
[17 Jun 2004|11:24pm] |
i feel like maybe i got this all wrong...
i feel like a child whos in the woods...
im lost and scared...
have i really become this thing im seeing..
the shins have it right...
caring is creepy..
ps.. i miss my dad and im out of booze.
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| birth day in the hizouse |
[01 Jun 2004|11:43am] |
today im 21... so fuck all ya'll
ps getting alcohol at 12:07 really made me feel like an alcoholic...
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[25 May 2004|05:15pm] |
FIRSTS
First best friend: katie quine
First real memory of something: swings. there was an elephant on top of them.
First date: scott with the herion addiction.
First real kiss: jimmy wheelers cousin i forgot his name,
First Break-up: scott 3 days later
First Job: mesa vu storage.
First screen name: nickybme
First self purchased album:bush 16 stone.
First funeral: grandpa marshall.
First pets: my cat billy and my dog hanna.
First piercing/tattoo: my ears and nose.
First credit card: does debit count?
First true love: jeff p. mershon
First enemy: renne renolyds
First big trip: disney land when i was 9.
First play/musical/performance: when i was little i was an elephant in this church play.. and i picked my nose a lot.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: john denver, carpenters.. and look im still alive.
LASTS
Last big car ride: driving back from jessicas house after my battrie died and i almost let her lawn on fire
Last kiss: matt before he left for work.
Last good cry: may 14th 2004
Last library book checked out: go ask alice. 16 months past due
Last movie seen: event horizion.
Last beverage drank: jack daniels wild berry thingy.
Last food consumed: pear
Last crush/love: matt
Last phone call: eric
Last tv show watched: 3 hrs of 6 feet under.
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my black chucks.
Last cd played: outkast- love below.
Last item bought: tom ka gui soup.
Last annoyance: matt blowing on m back and making fart noises.
Last disappointment: erics relationship/.
Last soda drank: diet black cherry
Last ice cream eaten: ben and jerry's frozen yog. chocolate fudge brownie.
Last shirt worn: green tank top.
Last website visited: livejournal/friends
isnt that exciting?
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[20 May 2004|12:15pm] |
ok so many things are making me toatly happy. one is the new outkast that i found in the used section at boo boo's. how could you ever get rid of this album. ive decided i like hip hop a lot because it puts me in a great mood. not to say that like the pixies dont.. its just hip hop makes me want to move and shit. watch out kids i might be the nest thug. the down side to this story.. my big boi cd got traped in erics cd player that decided to poop.. so i am without that one till we can figure out what it takes to make his cd player open.
on the season finale of gilmore girls she says , "whats your damage heather" to her mother ha ha. you people wonder why i love that show.
me and eric went shopping and found fun things. me and matt are planing for my birthday and im so excited. i get thai food and kisses and to see west side story and cry and it will be sooo soo wonderful. i love him so much.
i talked to kristen the other day and she might be getting justaitional diabetes wixh toatly freaks me out. i hope her and her baby both have a safe and healthy 9 months. i love them both very much.
dont wait.. go get out an old hip hop album
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[15 May 2004|06:35pm] |
this hoe is making indian food tonight. mmmm dal
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[12 May 2004|04:43pm] |
i guess i should let anyone who cares know that i havent died yet. thats right i just havent been in a writing mood. lets see i turn 21 in just a few weeks and its kinda scarry. on top of that i keep thinking about my dad and how much i miss him. its been 2 years.. i havent seen my father for just 2 years. it feels like hundreds. he really was one of my best friends. in addition to all of this chaos i decided to get the stomach flu mixed with a lovely cold. i couldnt hold anything down for days except thai food and indian food.. go figure. i dont even like curry but now its all i cant think about food wise. im doing better from both of those things but i just got my period so im a bundle of emotions and anger and pain and it sucks. poor matt.. he really is the best. putting up with all my oddness.. but i guess you can say im ok..
i got to hang out with eric today and go shopping. 2 of my fav things. on my birthday were going to go see west side story at the freemont theater :) i love that movie.
xox
Nicole
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[01 May 2004|10:24am] |
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Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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[26 Apr 2004|05:04pm] |
the last few days have been crazyyyyy!
on sunday at work i had like 25 people come in and want their dogs washed. for the record people im just human not a machine. just as i finished the last dog katie comes running in. she tells me to call 9-11 because theres a truck on fire outside. so i go to dial and then the phone decideds not to work. i went outside and all of a sudden i relaize that my truck is in the next parking spot. i called my insurance company to see if i was covered and she said i wasnt. so i had to run out and move my truck. i did it all mission impossibal style too.. lucklie me and my truck are both doing well.
i made like 85$ in commission last night.
me and eric went to the thriftstores and i get to see his house finially and some really wonderful films. ive seen cambria fall more times than ill ever know.
me and matt need a cuddle night, but its so fricking hott i cant bring my self to even touch him. i hate the heat.
i got a wonderful sampler and a gap t shirt thats really cute. i love my life.
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[22 Apr 2004|08:14pm] |
im alive.
ever get the feeling of being toatly alone. im having it now and i have to say i kinda like it. ive often seen my self as the cat lady. i like the thought auctly. im glad i have matt and would trade him for any number of cats. but theres somethig to be said for being alone.
im making a wonderful dinner tonight.
ps eric.. we need to have a bingo party night.
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[16 Apr 2004|10:11pm] |
i feel like total and complete shit..
i dont have any numbers memorized to call..
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[14 Apr 2004|04:56pm] |
a little boy was looking at me today. one of those bratty kids. and out of no where he says mommy that lady is mean.. times like that i want to be mean.. but im not..
change settings.
now im at the teen helth center getting my pills waiting in the waiting room. a 6 month old little boy smiled at me and then preceeded to fat.. but hey at least he smiled.
and last but noy least.. i get to see eric in a few mins..
the diet is going well now that i found low calorie bread.
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